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READEEEEER. Ohhh yeah, a break, just what I needed. Long time no usin' this, eh? Yeah. Lotsa stuff has happened in what, 2 months? Yeah, pretty close to 2 months of not using this. But yeah... Lately been thinking about a lot of stuff, but here is where I quote Steven Wilson, lyrics from the Porcupine Tree song Prodigal: "Rain keeps crawling down the glass, the good times never seem to last, close your eyes and let the thoughts pass". The good times never seem to last, indeed. A lot has happened in less than a year, and wow, it's amazing how fast it all has gone. I am now even focusing in things I didn't believe I would when this year started, my beliefs in many things have changed in many ways, I've gotten to know people that are the kind of people I doubted I'd find in my life, I've opened my mind to many new things... I'm seriously amazed. This year keeps showing many surprises, and they won't stop coming, it seems. What is waiting for me in the future, I wonder, I wonder?
And yeah, I notice this is quite egocentric, focusing on the "I". But well, it's my journal, not yours, so you got no right to complain reader
And yeah, I notice this is quite egocentric, focusing on the "I". But well, it's my journal, not yours, so you got no right to complain reader
Like it's the first time again
Well, this is a bit awkward ain't it? It's been a good few years since I last was here. Almost 7 at this point, to be precise. And a lot has changed since. So taking that all into account, I think it's a good time to introduce myself as if it were the first time yet again.
So, nice to meet you, everyone! I'm Tara. I haven't written in years so it might take me a bit to get the hang of things again, but in due time I will.
Now of course, if you were here back then, you may be wondering, what's the deal with all this? This person wasn't named Tara and they sure as hell weren't a girl, right? Well, I used to think so too. You see, for the long
What I now understand
Well, after almost a year of not posting here, I shall post some rambling that I've come up with in this one moment. Today, during my father's 50th birthday and 20 days from my 20th birthday, during this very long day, a flood of thoughts made it into my mind.
I've come a long way, and I still have ways to go. During the last 3 years, I've come to experience so much more than I ever imagined. All sorts of feelings, inner conflicts, new emotions, all the new people I have met, all the friends I have made, how my bond with my old friends has managed to remain beyond what I thought, how things that I grew up with have come to their end, celebra
Doesn't matter what happens
"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die tomorrow."
That line alone I think describes what my way of thinking has evolved to be during the past few months. Looking back, I realize how I didn't really dream about the future, nor did I really live life at its fullest. Walked around leading a life that I felt really had no point other than just being. An empty life. But my experiences during the past few months have made me really change. I have dreams I want to follow. I have found love. I have found reasons to live my life at its fullest every moment, and to be the best I can be. This battlefield that is my life, every o
On top of the world
I'd like to see you try taking me down from here right now, because YOU FRIGGIN' CAN'T. This week must have been one of the happiest of my life, if not the happiest. It's not just been perfect, it's been the most perfect, I can't see how I could make it any better. I learned of this side of me I didn't think I had... And I'm perfectly ok with that. I met a certain thief, and you ask what did she steal? She stole my heart. And she can keep it. As of right now, I can safely assure I've found true happiness, and I wouldn't change this for anything else.
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Well, yeah!
It IS a journal- a sumum, maximum, cum laude excuse for hedonism!
hahahahahaha
Big hug, Willie.
I've missed ya, btw!
It IS a journal- a sumum, maximum, cum laude excuse for hedonism!
hahahahahaha
Big hug, Willie.
I've missed ya, btw!